It’s just basically this: It feels like shit.
We all know people come and go, we drift apart with our friends for
quite some time and then one day, when you get to see them again, you
look like you’re just some total stranger to each other.
Of course I’m fine with that. It’s a universal fact. We forget people
we know. It just sort of happens.
To tell you honestly, I do tend to
forget people I know and feel like I haven’t met them at all. But then
again, it happens to me due to lack of communication with them for a
long time. Yes, it’s unfair but I am also the type of person who give
importance to people. Especially the ones who give importance to
I am definitely fine with this cosmic effect of indifference but… I never thought that some people do that very soon.
And you know what sucks more than looking like a stranger?
It’s the feeling you get as if you were erased from existence.
It’s different from drifting apart with someone you know or your
friends because it happens on both sides. When you become a stranger to
someone, they still have an idea as to who you are even if you change.
As for having your existence to be erased from time and space, it’s like
people not knowing you at all. What I am saying is that, what happens or what does it feel like if it happens one-sided?
And now going to the main point, it hurts.
This kind of feeling really hurts. You know that feeling you want to
spend the rest of your life with a certain person, if not, be with that
someone for a long period of your life and then one day, he looks at you
as if he doesn’t remember who you are or if you even existed in his
life at all. I was very happy to see him again but apparently, he
doesn’t. It’s just so unfair. That one unforgettable man in your life forgets who you are…